pennylane: the eternal optimist

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

dating melancholy

now that i am in another dating slump, i suddenly thought of my old friend/movie buddy/constant date. haven't seen him for almost a year...we had some sort of a falling out, so to speak. thing is, we weren't really dating to begin with. he was just the most accessible guy at that time and vice versa...meaning, we were each other's safe mode, to the movies, for dinner & coffee breaks, for friday night drinking sprees. he would pick me up at home & take me to work, we would have lunch, he was even my birthday "date." we were almost together for 2 straight months but since there wasn't any emotional attachment nor physical intimacy, the setup wasn't complicated, just 2 friends who enjoy each other's company.

i never realized 'til now that i actually experienced such an ideal setup.


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